Doubting Faith of An Israelite

God completely hit me over the head yesterday and made me realize that I wasn't trusting Him completely with His plans for our adoption.  A friend shared with me Numbers 14, which I really needed to read yesterday because it made me realize my faith was much like the Israelites.  Instead of remembering everything God has already done for us on this journey, I've been doubting his future promise and not trusting Him to help bring our sweet babies home.  This journey has tested my faith in ways I've never imagined, and even though it has been rough, I have learned so much and have been blessed every step of the way.  So here's to a more Caleb-like faith and less of and Israelite-doubting faith.